The Blessing of a Woman’s Love

By Jordan Patterson

The thought of her love brings courage to my heart and a sense of invincibility to my soul.

With her by my side, I feel like I can conquer any challenge that comes my way, for her love is the fuel that ignites the fire.

United in our devotion and bound by an unbreakable bond, we face all challenges, never faltering in our determination to protect her.

She’s the fire that fuels our courage, igniting a passion deep within our souls.

The memory of her face lingers in our minds, casting a radiant glow whenever we close our eyes.

Her smile, like a beacon in the darkest of times, guides us through uncertainty and lends us strength we never knew we had.

The sunshine on her face illuminates the path ahead, leading us towards a future filled with hope and possibility.

Her womanly sensibilities are like a gentle breeze, comforting and soothing in the most tumultuous storms.

I know of no greater reward than the receiving end of her smile - the way her lips curl upward, revealing a glimpse of sunshine that warms my heart.

In those precious moments, the world fades away, and all that matters is the connection between us.

Both lover and friend, she brings solace to my soul and laughter to my days.

As I quietly cry. I ask how lucky can one man be, I am overcome with gratitude for the love I have found in Her.


Date: December 13th, 2023



Truth is said by the courage, power and influence of the protective angels who watch over our travels. Their guidance illuminates our path and shields us from unseen dangers. 

They are not merely figments of our imagination but a testament to the unseen forces that care for our well-being. They whisper wisdom in the silence, nudging us toward decisions that ensure our safety. 

Move without fear for they are always near, holding vigil as we navigate through life’s uncertainties. Do not tire from the search of love and faith for it is through these very virtues that we find peace and protection. 

We are safe and secure as long as we trust in their presence. Even in moments of doubt, their light shines through, offering comfort and clarity. For these are the protective angels that guide and guard, whispering truths through the winds of fate. 



I see my dreams of love, 

In every one of those smiles.

I see the possibility for my future, 

In the gentleness, of how you move your lips.

But if Kings don't cry - then why do I? Why does my heart carry the weight of such love?

Each morning goodbye, leaves me asking Why? 

Why does my heart carry the weight of such love - for You? 



Every time you go,

When you walk away...

Do you know what I’m thinking?...

What my heart can’t say?

It’s in the way you look,

With that secret smile...

And the stroll on your delivery;

It just drives me wild.

If the truth leads to hurt

And the love isn’t what it seems,

Please let your truth be gentle...

And let me believe it’s real.

Because I know that I love you...

I can feel it in the touch.

It’s from deep, deep within my soul...

I just know that I love you so much.

Loving you can’t be easy

But let me try to get it right.

I want the sway of that smile...

To lay in comfort with me at night.

The love I feel for you

Comes from a place I need to show...

And the call of your love

Is the only thing I want to know...

Even if you don’t love me,

Please tell a version of my truth.

My walk's been long and heavy,

And I brought these flowers for you.

So like a child, I wait

For you to approve...

Delivered by that smile,

Which can only come from you.

But like a king on a throne

With no access to his world...

Weighted down in the fear of love,

I’m waiting patiently for my girl.

You call me up,

When in need of a friend...

I come running with my love...

I do it over, and over again.

When will you see me...

As your only true love?

I’m more than a friend;

I’m things you’ve been dreaming of.

Do you know what I’d do?...

Just to be a one-time love lender?...

I would wait in line to hold you

To become your forever love legend.

If I was an artist

With this secret in my heart...

I’d paint pictures of love

And you’d be my star.

The things I would do?...

Just to win your love?...

I’d stand strong, like a protector

Sent from heaven...the heavens above.

If the letdown won’t be soft,

And this love isn’t what it seems...

Please let the fall be gentle,

Don’t break me to my knees

You are so beautiful...

Like the vision, I’ve seen.

I know loving you can’t be easy...

But I’m prepared To Be A King.


I Will Always Be Looking For You

By Jordan Patterson

I will always be looking for you, my love even if I’m a thousand miles away. I'll always be praying it’s you that comes walking around the corner.

Our hearts may be separated by a thousand miles, but the distance only fuels the fire of my yearning for your presence.

Every breath I take feels incomplete without your gentle touch, your laughter that lights up my world, and the warmth of your embrace that fills me with a sense of belonging.

I will always be looking for you, my love even if I’m a thousand miles away.

The echoes of your sweet voice whisper in my ears, reminding me of the love that transcends any distance, making every step we take towards each other feel like a triumph over fate.

I will always be looking for you, my love even if I’m a thousand miles away. 


Date: September 7th 2023

Say What You Want

By Jordan Patterson

Say what you want just don’t play games with my heart. I've been praying for your love and won’t stop until it starts.

I’m waiting for the day you realise the depths of my devotion, my quiet dreams of your love, are a powerful emotion. I am tired of the uncertainty that lingers in the air, not knowing if you love me, I can no longer bear.

Every passing moment feels like an eternity to me, as I anticipate the gentle touch of your affection, and the pleasure it’ll bring. In the silence of my thoughts, I imagine the sweet whispers of your voice, revealing the depths of your love that leaves me no choice.

Why don’t you see me, and why don’t you care, why don’t you understand that my love for you, is beyond compare. In every whispered breath, I pray the walls around your heart will crumble, revealing the vulnerability of your love, I know it is possible.

With a trembling voice and a worried heart, it’s time to find the courage, to speak from the heart. I need to express my feelings, to let you know, that in my heart and soul, you're meant to grow.

I will pour out my love and pray you feel the truth, that you’ll let me love you forever. That's all I’m asking you.

Date: Nov 25th, 2023 




 I close my eyes to a dream I see

Of us being in love

With you standing close to me.

Please turn down the dreams

On repeat in my head

As I try to rest alone

And find comfort in my bed.

Lay down with me, sweet sister

And tell me no lies

Dreams I can believe

That don't hurt or criticise.

There’s this dream in my heart

That I so want you to know

It’s this dream in my heart 

That I have been afraid to show.

It is all about love 

And my ability to see.

Unafraid of tomorrow 

And what it might bring.

To wake up in the morning

With the most beautiful sun

Delivered with good news

It's your love being sung.

Sometimes I'll stand at a distance

To just watch her move

I can't believe my eyes

In what she'll do.

To watch her move

Or simply stand straight

In her form of true greatness

With that look on her face.

With her heart of gold

And style of care

She's the world's greatest beauty

Standing right there.

With the air of the morning

And this ocean breeze

I fall deep in love

Not begging from my knees.

With a Nubian princess

With beautiful brown skin

With a welcoming smile

In design for a queen.

With stars for eyes

That say love me with thrill

My body is your temple

Please pray as you will.

She moves with confidence

Such a style of grace

With the most amazing smile

Set upon the most beautiful face.

She’s a gift designed

And only given to me

In the form of my own beautiful - Nubian Queen.




With a brand-new day 

As I start to pray

It's already begun raining. 

As I grab your book to take a look

My heart starts complaining.

As I push back my fears

Which quickly turns to tears

I put all my faith in you. 

I pray, please GOD make me be strong

Help me see this day through.

I put my love, my trust and faith 

All in your teaching. 

I tell myself each and every day

Just how much you love me.

And then I remind my heart

That Courage Is King

And that one day you'll come save me.

The Quiet Sadness Of A Forgotten Cheer

By Jordan Patterson

When the rain is pouring in your face. When your heart says, Stop, before the end of the race. When no one is left to dry your tears. When the crowd is gone and there's no cheers. When the doubts run strong rent free in your mind. When you dream so much of just one last time. When your courage is challenged beyond your belief. I'll whisper my love and provide relief.

When the challenges you face go all uphill. When you feel like you're no longer part of the thrill. When there is no final kiss to say goodbye. As you sit alone crying in search of why. When your dreams of greatness lose all their hope. And the life you imagined becomes one of unknown. When you feel your dreams have all slipped away. I'll come running with my love and your worthy praise.

I'll never again let you stand alone. I'll call your name in the darkness to see you home. I'll do my best to make your dreams come true because of the love I feel for you. We'll rise above and break through the sadness. As we face all challenges on the path to greatness. Know in your heart I'll never let you stand in fear. In the quiet sadness of a forgotten cheer.

Have I told you about all the beauty I see? And how I love to sit and just hear your dreams? Tell me again about those moments of greatness. Because you speak it so well it's part of your brilliance. Tell me about when the crowds would cheer. When you were the best with not an ounce of fear. When your confidence was strong and soared like a rocket ship. And your greatness went unchallenged because you were simply the best.

God’s Love

By Jordan Patterson

When the sun comes down and warms your face you’ll feel a sense of peace and comfort, it’s God’s love and it’s always with you. It’s like a gentle breeze that whispers through the trees, reminding you that you are never alone.

Time has changed my perspective and age has changed my understanding of many thing’s, but one thing remains constant: God’s love for me.


Date: Nov 3rd, 2023