The Blessing of a Woman’s Love
By Jordan Patterson
The thought of her love brings courage to my heart and a sense of invincibility to my soul.
With her by my side, I feel like I can conquer any challenge that comes my way, for her love is the fuel that ignites the fire.
United in our devotion and bound by an unbreakable bond, we face all challenges, never faltering in our determination to protect her.
She’s the fire that fuels our courage, igniting a passion deep within our souls.
The memory of her face lingers in our minds, casting a radiant glow whenever we close our eyes.
Her smile, like a beacon in the darkest of times, guides us through uncertainty and lends us strength we never knew we had.
The sunshine on her face illuminates the path ahead, leading us towards a future filled with hope and possibility.
Her womanly sensibilities are like a gentle breeze, comforting and soothing in the most tumultuous storms.
I know of no greater reward than the receiving end of her smile - the way her lips curl upward, revealing a glimpse of sunshine that warms my heart.
In those precious moments, the world fades away, and all that matters is the connection between us.
Both lover and friend, she brings solace to my soul and laughter to my days.
As I quietly cry. I ask how lucky can one man be, I am overcome with gratitude for the love I have found in Her.
Date: December 13th, 2023
TO BE A KING
BY JORDAN PATTERSON
Every time you go,
When you walk away...
Do you know what I’m thinking?...
What my heart can’t say?
It’s in the way you look,
With that secret smile...
And the stroll on your delivery;
It just drives me wild.
If the truth leads to hurt
And the love isn’t what it seems,
Please let your truth be gentle...
And let me believe it’s real.
Because I know that I love you...
I can feel it in the touch.
It’s from deep, deep within my soul...
I just know that I love you so much.
Loving you can’t be easy
But let me try to get it right.
I want the sway of that smile...
To lay in comfort with me at night.
The love I feel for you
Comes from a place I need to show...
And the call of your love
Is the only thing I want to know...
Even if you don’t love me,
Please tell a version of my truth.
My walk's been long and heavy,
And I brought these flowers for you.
So like a child, I wait
For you to approve...
Delivered by that smile,
Which can only come from you.
But like a king on a throne
With no access to his world...
Weighted down in the fear of love,
I’m waiting patiently for my girl.
You call me up,
When in need of a friend...
I come running with my love...
I do it over, and over again.
When will you see me...
As your only true love?
I’m more than a friend;
I’m things you’ve been dreaming of.
Do you know what I’d do?...
Just to be a one-time love lender?...
I would wait in line to hold you
To become your forever love legend.
If I was an artist
With this secret in my heart...
I’d paint pictures of love
And you’d be my star.
The things I would do?...
Just to win your love?...
I’d stand strong, like a protector
Sent from heaven...the heavens above.
If the letdown won’t be soft,
And this love isn’t what it seems...
Please let the fall be gentle,
Don’t break me to my knees
You are so beautiful...
Like the vision, I’ve seen.
I know loving you can’t be easy...
But I’m prepared To Be A King.
I Will Always Be Looking For You
By Jordan Patterson
I will always be looking for you, my love even if I’m a thousand miles away. I'll always be praying it’s you that comes walking around the corner.
Our hearts may be separated by a thousand miles, but the distance only fuels the fire of my yearning for your presence.
Every breath I take feels incomplete without your gentle touch, your laughter that lights up my world, and the warmth of your embrace that fills me with a sense of belonging.
I will always be looking for you, my love even if I’m a thousand miles away.
The echoes of your sweet voice whisper in my ears, reminding me of the love that transcends any distance, making every step we take towards each other feel like a triumph over fate.
I will always be looking for you, my love even if I’m a thousand miles away.
Date: September 7th 2023
Say What You Want
By Jordan Patterson
Say what you want just don’t play games with my heart. I've been praying for your love and won’t stop until it starts.
I’m waiting for the day you realise the depths of my devotion, my quiet dreams of your love, are a powerful emotion. I am tired of the uncertainty that lingers in the air, not knowing if you love me, I can no longer bear.
Every passing moment feels like an eternity to me, as I anticipate the gentle touch of your affection, and the pleasure it’ll bring. In the silence of my thoughts, I imagine the sweet whispers of your voice, revealing the depths of your love that leaves me no choice.
Why don’t you see me, and why don’t you care, why don’t you understand that my love for you, is beyond compare. In every whispered breath, I pray the walls around your heart will crumble, revealing the vulnerability of your love, I know it is possible.
With a trembling voice and a worried heart, it’s time to find the courage, to speak from the heart. I need to express my feelings, to let you know, that in my heart and soul, you're meant to grow.
I will pour out my love and pray you feel the truth, that you’ll let me love you forever. That's all I’m asking you.
Date: Nov 25th, 2023
NUBIAN QUEEN
By JORDAN PATTERSON
I close my eyes to a dream I see
Of us being in love
With you standing close to me.
Please turn down the dreams
On repeat in my head
As I try to rest alone
And find comfort in my bed.
Lay down with me, sweet sister
And tell me no lies
Dreams I can believe
That don't hurt or criticise.
There’s this dream in my heart
That I so want you to know
It’s this dream in my heart
That I have been afraid to show.
It is all about love
And my ability to see.
Unafraid of tomorrow
And what it might bring.
To wake up in the morning
With the most beautiful sun
Delivered with good news
It's your love being sung.
Sometimes I'll stand at a distance
To just watch her move
I can't believe my eyes
In what she'll do.
To watch her move
Or simply stand straight
In her form of true greatness
With that look on her face.
With her heart of gold
And style of care
She's the world's greatest beauty
Standing right there.
With the air of the morning
And this ocean breeze
I fall deep in love
Not begging from my knees.
With a Nubian princess
With beautiful brown skin
With a welcoming smile
In design for a queen.
With stars for eyes
That say love me with thrill
My body is your temple
Please pray as you will.
She moves with confidence
Such a style of grace
With the most amazing smile
Set upon the most beautiful face.
She’s a gift designed
And only given to me
In the form of my own beautiful - Nubian Queen.
COURAGE IS KING
BY JORDAN PATTERSON
With a brand-new day
As I start to pray
It's already begun raining.
As I grab your book to take a look
My heart starts complaining.
As I push back my fears
Which quickly turns to tears
I put all my faith in you.
I pray, please GOD make me be strong
Help me see this day through.
I put my love, my trust and faith
All in your teaching.
I tell myself each and every day
Just how much you love me.
And then I remind my heart
That Courage Is King
And that one day you'll come save me.
The Quiet Sadness Of A Forgotten Cheer
By Jordan Patterson
When the rain is pouring in your face. When your heart says, Stop, before the end of the race. When no one is left to dry your tears. When the crowd is gone and there's no cheers. When the doubts run strong rent free in your mind. When you dream so much of just one last time. When your courage is challenged beyond your belief. I'll whisper my love and provide relief.
When the challenges you face go all uphill. When you feel like you're no longer part of the thrill. When there is no final kiss to say goodbye. As you sit alone crying in search of why. When your dreams of greatness lose all their hope. And the life you imagined becomes one of unknown. When you feel your dreams have all slipped away. I'll come running with my love and your worthy praise.
I'll never again let you stand alone. I'll call your name in the darkness to see you home. I'll do my best to make your dreams come true because of the love I feel for you. We'll rise above and break through the sadness. As we face all challenges on the path to greatness. Know in your heart I'll never let you stand in fear. In the quiet sadness of a forgotten cheer.
Have I told you about all the beauty I see? And how I love to sit and just hear your dreams? Tell me again about those moments of greatness. Because you speak it so well it's part of your brilliance. Tell me about when the crowds would cheer. When you were the best with not an ounce of fear. When your confidence was strong and soared like a rocket ship. And your greatness went unchallenged because you were simply the best.
Date: December 13th, 2023
God’s Love
By Jordan Patterson
When the sun comes down and warms your face you’ll feel a sense of peace and comfort, it’s God’s love and it’s always with you. It’s like a gentle breeze that whispers through the trees, reminding you that you are never alone.
Time has changed my perspective and age has changed my understanding of many thing’s, but one thing remains constant: God’s love for me.
Date: Nov 3rd, 2023
Such a Beautiful Muse
By Jordan Patterson
My heart starves to unravel the mystery of such a beautiful muse. As I watch her disappear into the distance, there is a profound impact she continues to have on my soul.
Her body moves with purpose and her presence leaves a trail of wonder in its wake. And when our eyes met for the first time I immediately thought - I love you.
Such a profound beauty that possesses the most subtle elements of a heavenly grace. She’s a girl. A girl with a smile designed to provoke a sense of courage and a gaze that speaks volumes without saying a word.
She’s a good reason to be nervous, a good reason to feel an unyielding surge of affection. The passive nature within that smile, and the mystery of how she feels, leaves no struggle in my thinking.
My heart starves to unravel the mystery of such a beautiful muse. Yet, each time she disappears, my love for her only grows, like an unfinished poem waiting for its final verse.
Date: January 1, 2024
When Forgiveness Can’t Be Found
By Jordan Patterson
The truth is never enough when forgiveness can’t be found. Sometimes, the pain runs so deep that no amount of truth can heal the wounds inflicted.
The sadness is more powerful than any attempt at reconciliation. It lingers like a shadow, burying any flicker of hope in its darkness. But even in the depths of despair, there is always a glimmer of possibility, a sliver of faith that sustains us.
Life changes when we find understanding for what we must accept. We begin to see that forgiveness does not always mean reconciliation, but rather releasing the burden of anger and resentment within ourselves.
Sadness is easily confused with the feeling of not knowing, the feeling of not knowing can be changed with listening. Life is a series of moments that make us think or sometimes question its purpose. Question marks arise in our minds, and uncertainty creeps in.
Listening leads to understanding and understanding leads to empathy. With empathy, we can start to unlock the possibility of forgiveness, even in the face of seemingly unforgivable actions.
The truth is never enough when forgiveness can’t be found.
Date: Oct 20th, 2023